catch-up post yeaaaa

• 21st May is my little brother’s birthday hehe so the fams and I went for steak and ribs at Tony Roma’s in the city on Sunday! It was fairly good, but their coleslaw was disgusting oh my god
• Monday was his actual birthday though so I came home for chocolate fudge cake and the unveiling of his present! IT WAS A SEMI-AUTOMATIC… nerf gun that he’s wanted for ages! He was so happy hehe so cute
• But before cake I had coffee with serena and her cafe barista made me that^ coffee with the bunny on it omg it was so cute I almost didn’t want to drink it!
• After, I chilled with baby in the city :) He’d just got paid and was pretty excited to spend money on stuff LOL so we went and shopped around . I bought a light blue denim-ish looking shirt and and a darker blue jumper and I have no money now :( It was such a good date we ate so much food yay
• On Tuesday I had a work training thing (which was super boring and i dont even know if they’re going to hire me) so after that I went and picked babe up from his work. Went back to his and chilled, then he sent me home and bought us maccas along the way :D
• Today I had to trek all the way to macq in the morning to retrieve my phone from babe because he accidentally took it yesterday night. We hung out for a bit, got fake lychee shakes from Boost (they tasted like mango!) and then he had to leave to study for a test so I went home.
• Jacob, my favourite black man, came over today! We ate coco pops and watched TBG till my brother came home and was like “wtf” because I almost never take anyone back home with me. Surprise :)
• Bused it back to chatty with him and had frozen yogurt with Flo and she decided that her level of insanity had nothing on mine lol
• Then found Cedric and his mates so I bummed around with them for a little while before heading home. Ran into Romeo who I haven’t seen/talked to in ages! It was a nice little catch up, he’s so lovely :3

I’m tired as shit now so I’m going to go die in my bed bye

you have no idea how much watching you play sports turns me on
like
wow

the most depressing part of the day is watching as the sky gradually gets darker and knowing that you have done absolutely nothing productive

out of all these things I’ve done
I think I love you better now

stuck in a rut fuck i hate being like this but life goals can suck my fucking dick

catch up post

lol tbh I don’t think I’d be on tumblr anymore if I didn’t want to document things and stalk people. shits getting boring. anyways!

• so yesterday was my boyfriends first day ever at work as a kitchen bitch LOL I went to pick him up after he ended and he complained all fucking day about being tired akdjfkskjd so I gave him coffee. problem solving skills 1001
• we ate maccas (the el maco looks/sounds alot better than it actually is) and just chilled because his feet hurt pfft
• Then we trained it to chatty, saw a bunch of people, he had to go to the library to do a quiz that had 15 minutes left before it was due rofl he ended up only doing half and getting 45% or something gg
• we bummed around for a bit, chilled at gloria jeans where i made him drink half an expresso shot. it actually tasted like someone dug out the insides of a smokers lungs and diluted it with water lol yuckkk
• i manned up and drank 3/4 of it hells yeahs
• then we ate fried chicken oh glorious beautiful fried chicken why are you so heavenly i don’t understand will you marry me ;___;
• met up with his mate jake and we went to play pool/bowling
• I SUCKED AND I DONT WANT TO TALK ABOUT IT ITS THE FIRST TIME HE’S EVER BEAT ME :’(
• after that we headed over to the arcade where I watched jake completely trash my boyfriend at everything they played. it was the best night ever.
• we left and decided to go to auburn to get krispy kremes and before you’re all like “wtf all the way to auburn for donuts you fat shits” we had a car and it was the skinny guy’s idea :(
• so yeah we drove there super carefully because babe told j about the car crash with matt heaps long ago and lol he got so cautious yay
• got donuts, sat for a bit, then got back into the car to send babe back home because he had work today at like 7.30am LOL thats the time I used to wake up for school!
• dropped him off and then jake drive me home. we talked, it wasnt too awkward, he’s lovely :)
• reached my place at about 9.30 or so and hehe it was a good night
• went on faceyb n talked to thy for a bit we kinda just talked about clubbing and food omg fooodd… i want pho D:
• i had so much coffee n sugar I couldn’t sleep till like 4.30am UGH
• today i went for this job orientation thing that looks really good and it entails basically selling products that help with weight loss and dietary problems etc
• also diablo 3 came out today so I won’t be seeing babe for a while LOL
• I have a job interview tomorrow ugh i hope i get it i need moneeeeeyyyy :(

I just “k”ed my parents.
shit just got serious.

“It’s okay” is fast becoming my life’s mantra. Even though it is very fucking well not fucking okay.

Exactly how I feel right now

• mum: you're so gorgeous, you could have any guy.
• friends: fuck you, you pretty betch.
• grandparents: you're such a beautiful grandchild
• boys: not sure if a frog or a frog..

things i have lost over the past few months:

• friends
• independence
• money
• pride
• motivation
• self-respect
•
• sanity

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